Post by MICAH KELLY BLACKBURN on Dec 27, 2010 21:31:58 GMT
( MICAH KELLY BLACKBURN )
THE ROLEPLAYER THE ROLEPLAYER
THE ROLEPLAYER THE ROLEPLAYER
Frenchie! Female! Three years of experience! Central Timezone!
THE BASICS THE BASICS THE BASICS
(Phobias)
Well, hi, I’m Micah Blackburn; it nice to meet you. I’m just your regular old run-of-the-mill fifteen year old. Besides the fact that I’m gay. And… well.. I am fearful of a lot. Like… I am terrified of crossing streets, and being dirty, schools and churches, homeless people and last but not least, I fear my epilepsy. Because of all of this I tried to kill myself, but no one really knows about that. I’m just hear because I couldn’t really do anything… no school or streets? And homeless people are everywhere, dude! I look kinda like Alex Evans. Or at least that’s what I’ve been told.
THE PERSONALITY THE PERSONALITY
Okay, so I love guys with long hair, anything I can pull on really. I love it when my men are rough with me as long as it isn’t just teases. I hate that! I love trying new things in the sack. Being in charge, being submissive. New angles. Ha! I’m like a dirty Dora the Explorer. Unfortunately, I’m no good at being the boss yet. I suppose it’ll come with time and practice. In fact, I’m generally not good with people unless in a sexual situation, and then, I’m beast. You know the truth, if I was reading this to you, you’d think I’m retarded or something, cause I stutter, which I also hate. I’m not sure if I’m good at anything else besides being scared of things and fuckin’ guys. I mean, I can’t even kill myself right.
THE HISTORY THE HISTORY THE HISTORY
Well, I was born to my mom and dad, Cindy and James, June 1st. See, that was a problem, because I wasn’t due until September. I only weighed three and a half pounds, and they weren’t sure if I was gonna make it. My mom and dad blamed themselves for continuing with their “party” lifestyle, while I was in the womb. But I just figure that it was just my time to be born. Nonetheless, they vowed if I made it, they would be nothing excluding the best parents ever.
Well, let’s be smart here. I made it. Duh! But my health issues continued: most notably, my seizures. The neurologist said that it must have been something that I was born with. My parents became overbearingly worried. They wouldn’t let me go out in public for years unless I had helmet on, causing me to have a great fear of being in public, but when I started school, it all got worse. The seizures started happening more often and no medication was helpful. Church was worse. There was this priest one time who swore I was possessed by a demon after I had a seizure following the communion wine.
My fears increased more and more as the years passed. It was always the same. An irrational fear of this that and the other. My parents didn’t help much either, making me think that all else was out to get me too. I couldn’t leave my house. I could hardly eat. I just couldn’t take it anymore, so I tried to kill myself. I couldn’t even do that right.
So here I am. Any questions?
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THE CREDIT THE CREDIT THE CREDIT
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